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Wednesday, June 25, 2008

solution for inri

akhirnya...tampaknya ada titik terang untuk neng inri...well besok aku mau kasoh tauinri ah biar dia ga bete terus....

Monday, June 23, 2008

pusing kepala

huwaaaaahhhh pusiiiing banget deh nih kepala...obat dari dr P udah ga dimakan..abis obat otu bikin mual2 terus....sekarang pusiiiiiiing banget.......duuh anemia kah diriku..?pingin pulang cepet..tapi ntar itu jadi excuse untuk oknum tersebut pergi k belanda menggantikan diriku....tapi pusiiiiiing banget deh.....:(

Thursday, June 19, 2008

to forgive...

it is so hard to forgive someone who hurt your heart deeply..
but after you take a look their story (perhaps) you will change your mind..
this pregnancy give me thousand new feeling..
hate to work in the morning..
don't like to think about work (especially to see my my boss face) all the day (bu i have to)...
be more sensitive (it means easy to get mad hehe..)
well i don't know..
become a mother is my new adventure for me..
and i don't know what kind of mother i will be...
back to forgiving...
after read (very fast) her story..
I feel i can imagine her sadness...
I am glad that finnaly she met the one that she can love again(am i right?)...
i am , my self , can not imagine living alone whihout my husband...
well glad that He gave you the greatful thing...
and I hope He will give her the greatful thing too soon.......

my Viral Load.....

finaly after 14 months i did bring the viral load assay to here. after long searched about new assays, many negotiation price and gontok gontokan sama suplier, trial and error, bleeding after doing viral load test ...after all $%$%%'&'&%&&#&'.......finally we tested our first 268 HIV patients....

the result was suprised, 85% from the patients who take medication have not detecable viral copy number (this is very good news), but 15% of that are fail...

This is the first report from Indonesia, because of this result Menkes should aware about new diagnostic test for HIV which is called viral load test....and clinicians should fight for second line regimen to treat failure patients...

But it still long way to molecular... i miss my molecular lab work very much...now i have to deal with clinical epidimiology...but i should be patient, right?...sabar..sabar........